decided to join few of the carolling sessions this year. we're going to combine ourselves with the main choir group, though..

last thurs I just met my old friend telling the state of their famous singing group. I have watched them performed and they're really good. how sad to have it all ended. they've moved on by establishing another group, but a similar fate awaits.. it's like realizing that something you hold on so dearly is taken away slowly from you without you being able to do anything. it's just sad.

anyway, life goes on. with endless to-do list. with some ssdd (same shit different days).. tomorrow's another monday and it's going to be a tough week ahead. I wish I'd reserved few days off this month.. *sigh*

...
I just fall on my knees and I try to pray
In the silence I can hear Him say

The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign
Everything in its time

I often feel like I'm two steps behind
Somebody must have moved that finish line
There are a thousand reasons
Why I should give up
But I'm stubborn in the things I believe

'cause maybe there's another plan
One I still can't see
A little surprise, like your love in my life
Funny how time changes how we see
...

(everything in its time - Corrinne May)